Dare to hope..again!

OK so over the past several months Bruce and I have debated back and forth on weather to look for a house to rent or if we wanted to buy! A friend of his at work a few months ago bought a house and wanted Bruce to come inspect it. I went along for the ride. I LOVED this house. Its a nice 5 bedroom with large room,large spacious living room, two decks on the back of the house both with sliding glass doors, nice size kitchen with large walkin storage. All the bedrooms have walk in closets and the master bathroom has shower and jacuzzi tub. Its in the country a corner lot on one acre of land..lots of privacy and tons of room for the boys to run! Well it turned out his friend had to back out of the deal so we were looking at renting it from the other buyer, and that deal feel through. So we let it go and kept looking,well about a month later this house was brought to our attention again! But as the first time the deal did not go through! Out a second time and I am devasted as I mentioned I love this house. So again I just told my self it wasnt meant to be its not in Gods plan! WELL, here we are again! A third time , third times the charm right!? This time we are actually looking into buying it ourself! I am soooo trying not to get my hopes up because I have been dissapointed already twice but then I keep think why would God keep leading down this same path time after time if we were not meant to be there!? Is this our blessing? dare I hope that it works out this time? Anyway I just keep praying about it and if it is meant to be than its meant to be. I know somewhere there is a house out there that is meant to be our blessing. For some reason God keeps leading us back to this same house! Is his our blessing? Just wish I knew what his plan is for us! But dont we all wish to know those plans......