Fisherman's Prayer: I pray that I may live to fish until my dying day. And when it comes to my last cast,I then most humbly pray, when in the Lord's great landing net and peacefully asleep that in His mercy I be judged BIG ENOUGH TO KEEP!

Friday, June 1, 2007

As the saga continues

Sometimes I wonder if it will ever end! I am still at home and sleeping alone! Yesterday may radiation levels were down but still not enough! At close range I am still putting out too much to be around children so I still can not go to work! I resurvey AGAIN! Monday so the earliest I can go back to work now is Tuesday! So frustrating! Even though we were told that Bruce and I could sleep in the same bed we were warned not to "cuddle" to closely for long time. Well, since we both have the habit of cuddling up in our sleep without knowing it we decided as much as it killed me that it was safer to wait a few more days! So I continue to go to bed at night alone with out my husband or my boys! The boys too have a tendency to cuddle up on the bed so I dont want them in the room either for their safety. I started Synthroid yesterday too. Even though I am still very tired and sleep more than I am awake when I am awake I am awake not drozy or foggy I am more alert. So I guess it a good thing, its slowly getting better! One step at a time right! Even though I want to take 4 giant steps ahead I cant I have to take one slow step at a time! But hey its a step ahead not back! So at least I am heading in the right direction!
I'm Blessed

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